Archive for February, 2008

Prep for March

Saturday, February 2nd, 2008

Alone in my room wondering how long this thing will last. Until a sudden spark came. It’s still only a spark but I’m more than happy to know I’m back on the right track. Woaa, it’s like a certain amount of passion emanate from every where.

Akhirnya Datang Juga, setelah didera tangan terbakar, gejala sakit kepala, gejala tipes, dan gejala tampek yang datang bertubi-tubi wehehe =)

When you got heal from your illness it’s somehow makes you feeling better coz it’s like you got hit right on the brain a profound understanding that everything is gonna be alright

I’m craving for March to beat the s**t hell out of me so that one day I will become indelible. I know i’ve seen something forbidden that could lead to my greatest fall but what ever it is I’m going to pour all my effort so that i’ll never regret even if in the end I’m not standing as the victor. 

[26 days left until March]

Even though you have the ability to see the future it doesn’t mean you have the right and power to change it. All I can think up now is how to be happy and keep on smiling in present time and not thinking about tomorrow

Poetic Tragedy

Friday, February 1st, 2008

 The cup has not half empty as pessimists say

As far as he’s sees nothings left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge

Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

A singer, a writer, he’s not dreaming now of going nowhere

He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was….

Is just a tragedy

So he voyages in circles
succeeds getting nowhere

And submits to the substance
that first got him there

Than in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one

Is there a point to this madness and all that he was….

Is just a tragedy

He feels alone

His heart in his hand
he’s alone

He feels alone

I feel….

Then on that last day he breaks

And he stood tall
and he yelled… and he takes his life
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