Completed Jigsaw
And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It’s not the reason you don’t see the sun anymore
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[Paramore - When It Rains]
Gw tau gw gak bisa selamanya melarikan diri klo ada masalah. But the feeling of being empty and lonely is not something you can share with most of the people. It’s not something that everybody can cope with. Even with your own best friend. There’s a hole that can’t be filled. And there is a huge gap among us (me and other people). Mungkin itu alasan gw menyendiri. Menjauh dari sobat2 gw. Bukan krn gak gw percaya sama mereka tapi krn gw tau walaupun gw pergi gw selalu punya tempat buat balik. Mereka akan selalu ada klo gw pulang. Walaupun gw sendiri gak tau pasti berapa banyak org yg emg bener2 menganggap keberadaan gw itu penting.
I prefer die trying to find an answer to just stand still in my comfort zone and doing nothing. Gladly this moment came. I’ve found the essence from my Jigsaw Falling Into Places Life. The jigsaw can now be completed.
