Before Sunrise is one of my favorite movie.
Everyone met by destiny and separated by fate.
Too bad i don’t get the chance to watch the sequel, Before Sunset. I try to search it in stores but they said it was out of stock.
–Let destiny guide and fate struck upon us–
Give me a bullet so I can shoot my head.
Give me a knife so i can cut my wrist.
Give me a rope so i can hang my neck.
Coz this world full of fake people and phony relationship.
(yes i am a sinister)
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[inspired from A.D.I.D.A.S - Korn]
Once in a while everyone had their own dark age. Me? Well,
once in a while I’ve had my own bright age.
My soul have become vague
Tired from dreaming a light
Completely drown in the stream of sorrow
A captive audience of silence
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I don’t care if it hurts
I just wanna have control
But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell I’m doing here
I don’t belong here
[Taken from Creep – Radiohead]
If you’ve never been at the bottom
You can’t get to the top
If you’ve never been to the left
You can’t go to the right
If you’ve never lost hope
You can’t understand what’s truly important
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I don’t care if people remember my birthday or not.
A birthday is a day when people become exist and acknowledge by other.
I can guarantee you i myself doubt if i ever exist in people’s mind.
I can surely tell i’ve never been acknowledged by other.
So does a birthday become a matter to me?
It really doesn’t matter. It’s a fact that you can’t deny.
Rather then waiting in vain counting how many people greet you i just wish one day in my birthday i can vanish for a day going to a foreign place without any disturbance, just me and my adrenalin.
Today is resent
Yesterday was agitate
Tomorrow will be despicable
I am alone
Completely on my own
There is nothing but oblivion
Being forgotten
Completely gone
What a pity
What a pity
I just want to get out
Stuck inside stupor and dazed
Waiting for something else
Waiting to exist
Such a shame
Such a shame
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"In life you can start over as many times as you want"
- [taken from RESET (the italic quote not the blabber thing above)] -
Dark
Silent
Empty
Turn off the light
Coz it doesn’t suit me at all
This is my path
This is my journey
This is my story
A heart is not something inside our body
A heart reside within our mind
Whenever you connect with other people
A little bit of heart is born in between
Whenever you think
Whenever you remember someone
That’s when heart is born
